Current Mood:
annoyed & 
bitchy
My roommate (the one in Grants Pass, from which I just sorta half-moved from to Eugene)
IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND
WE WERE NEVER ENGAGED
HE IS MY BESTESTEST FRIEND
HE IS NOT MY EX BOYFRIEND
HE WILL -ALWAYS- BE MY BESTESTEST FRIEND
I’M FINE WITHOUT HIM, MY HEART IS NOT BROKEN!!!!
WE DID —NOT— BREAK UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current Mood:
tired & 
very_sad
Current Mood:
aggravated & 
angry & annoyed & bitchy & 
cynical & 
depressed & 
enraged & 
frustrated & 
grumpy & 
infuriated & 
irritated & 
moody & 
pissed & 
rejected & 
sad & 
scared & 
stressed & tired & very_sad
You see, they came out with a new version of their client awhile ago but they still let us use the older version. They said “we give you the choice of upgrading” or something along those lines.
I tried that new client over and over again… it wouldn’t work for me. It crashed as soon as I started moving. Nothing I can do about it. So I thought… no biggie, I’ll just use this older client.
Today… they forced upgrades. …..
…..
………………….
>.<
I tried the latest version…
……
Look at the title of this post again. Do you think it fucking WORKED? >.<
Today I was so excited. I got my $56.something from the stuff I sold on Zazzle and decided to spoil myself and buy a a ton of Lindens. Welll what a waste of my fucking money.
>.<
Yes I can use my parent’s computers… my mom’s during the day when she’s at work… my dad’s sleep schedual is as random as mine but… I’m thinking of pulling all my money out and just… quitting.
There goes my one other chance at making real money.
I’m so incredibly fucked… soo soooooo fucked.
Probably for the first time in my nearly 27 years that I get to go out and have fun. On a FRIDAY NIGHT! WOO!
Mollie has a friend who somehow ended up with 3 tickets to something called “Lady’s Night Out”. Its a thing to help support the Boys & Girls Club. Which is a place for kids. Or something.
So tickets usually cost $50 but we get ‘em-
Oh. Fucking asshat.
I JUST heard the phone ring from Mollie who went to go get the tickets. She left a message saying they gave the tickets away. >.<
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKER FUCK.
I’ll wait though. Maybe something will happen.
Fuck…
I’m thinking of quitting the jewelry thing for awhile and switching gears to something else.
I’ll keep my jewelering supplies, but I’m getting SICK. AND. fucking. TIRED. of the stresses of trying to photograph my damn earrings and such! And you know- it wouldn’t be so bad, photo-wise, except I was getting people telling me that I needed to take better photos, more interesting photos, etc. The camera I have just -won’t- do it.
Not only THAT, but for roughly 6 months now I haven’t been able to find the chain that I use in my earrings. I always got it from Wal-mart, but I haven’t seen it there in AGES except that ONE time when I didn’t have the lousy $3 to spare for them.
AND, I’ve simply ran out of ideas. What I need to do, when I can: reproduction of designs that work. Yeah, takes the uniqueness out, but that’s the only solution I see.
>.<
I have an idea or two for getting rid of the jewelry that I do have. I’m thinking of offering them for trade/for money so I can further my art/painting. There’s some stamps I would like to get that would be absolutely freaking awesome to include in my canvases. I do have some stamps but 90% are either not appropriate for what I want to do or can’t be used for commercial purposes.
At least with the canvas art I can scan it in and take decent photos of it for selling online.
I’m sure I’ll keep making jewelry, it just won’t be as much as I used make to and it won’t be showcased online for any reason except for trading. It would prolly just be made to sell in person or trade for something.
So yeah. I’m pissed and stressed about that. I’ve struggled with the photos for awhile now - I just can’t do the jewelry.
For exmple:
I will trade these 2 pairs of earrings
for this stamp sheet (opens in new window).
That’s just an example.
Can’t do any trading right now ’cause I’m stupidly broke. But that’s the idea. And seems like the only way I’ll be able to get stuff I need (want) to further my art cause.
Ideas, anyone? Stupid idea? Good idea? Needs ironing?
