Current Mood: hyper

So its not news that I’m hooked to Second Life. But why am I hooked?

Because I can get a god damn fucking job! Because I can make money, because I can buy things, because I can get a house, property and pay for it. Because I can dance and have fun. Because I can make clothes and stuffs.  I can do photography.

So I want to show off my current look to those who care. Yes I have a million furry avatars (I’m really hooked to my tigress right now), but I’m focusing on my human here for this particular moment.

I’ve had all sorts of shapes and hair and skins on SL. I have been using the same skin for awhile (XP Marisa) along with the tall model shape that came with it. But somewhere along the line I got really sick and tired of having a million different hairs. For those that know me you’ll prolly think I’m out of my mind. I LIVE for change, right?

Well yeah.

But this is what happened… I found a hair, Entice by Bish. Its expensive hair. 200L for one color. I really fell in love with the hair (other fav was Emily II from Calico). I ended up with Entice in… I dunno, four colors? I noticed I was using black the most.

Then somewhere I picked up a shape that came with a free skin (the later will be fab for a goth/vamp look). The face of this new shape looks really doll-like. The body was not the typical tall, skinny girl. That was just awesome to me. Then I decided to shrink the belly and butt a little and give her some boobs (normally my SL rock isn’t that impressive).

After having that for a couple days I decided to try my AnthroXtacy tiger shape with the face that I liked so much. It took awhile but I transfered the face to the tiger shape for use with humans. Its a nice, short, muscular body. Its not perfect but its not exactly average.

So I went and put my black Entice hair on this body and fell in love. Her face even looks better with a face light on. (which I can’t see on my puter so I only look pretty on Whitepaw’s puter). I went and took alllll my human outfits, replaced all the shapes and hairs with my creation and the Entice hair. There is no more random oddness now. I feel more collected and “real” on Second Life now. So then I put the shape and hair on my Aventity black fox, love it. Looks good on my AX purple house cat. The hair… I dunno if I like it on my gray and black tiger. I’m not particularly fond of my Prototypical anthro… thing… anymore so I haven’t tried the shape and hair on her.

But here is my new look, me all bound up and being a sub:

I’m totally in love with that harness outfit thing and the boots are to DIE for.

And, one more pic to prove that I’m not an SL slut (its true, I have never had cyber sex!):

I have a huge thing for witches.

Anyway, the outfit is from Bare Rose (which is da bomb).  The shoes are from an RMC sexxy ravenclaw outfit I bought (and LOVE).  The broom is from a place called Illusions… I think.  They specialize in masks but that broom kicks ass.  And you can’t see my wand but its smexy and from Wyvernclaw.

Yes, my cape is in the floor.

Oh, and here is my mom modeling a dress I made (short and long skirt option).

Yes, I am totally stoked about making stuff in SL.  I want to do clothes and buildings.  I have a ton of stuff I wanna get to help with the clothes :-p  And sculpty furniture.  I have a ton of textures now, more would be really nice, but there’s some awesome stuff out there for clothes making.  I have some nice templates, there’s one more I want (for upper) and a skirt kit and there’s some sculpty bits I want to get.

Oh, I SO want to make some fancy hats, especially witch hats! I don’t know why but I can see myself totally going crazy and having fun with that.

BTW, isn’t my mom pretty? Oh yeah in SL she is too :-p

If anybody has any interest whatsoever in finding any of the items you see here, I’ll look ‘em up.  I’ll try to be better about it from now on.

Current Mood: singing & sore

Yessir. I’m doing it -again-. Both Whitepaws’ and my 5th year.

I’m kicking it off with an unhealthy dose of severe female cramping and MUSE! Yes, you -must- listen to Muse when you do NaNo, and for writing and for everyday life needs.

I am picking up where my last NaNo left off, which was actually the end of Rayna’s Story (nice title, eh?). It was technically four books but I’m calling it three.

So this new series is Zander’s story. Same timeline, same characters, lots of the same stuff going on. Its just that things have shifted. Rayna got what she needed (hahahaha… you’ll have to read it hehe) so its Zander’s turn now.

And on that note, I realized the other day that the song on Muse’s Black Holes and Revelations album that I thought was an Blacktail to Captain song is actually Zander to Rayna song. Its even going to be a wee bit narrative to whats going to happen in this series and or book of his. This song is so brilliantly perfect for them and whats coming up that I hate myself for not seeing it before!

Here’s the lyrics. Read ‘em and weep:

Muse - Invincible

Follow through
Make your dreams come true
Don’t give up the fight
You will be all right
Cause there’s no one like you
In the universe

And during the struggle
They will pull us down
Please, please let’s use this chance to
Turn things around
And tonight we can truly say
Together we’re invincible

BTW Katie, I miss talking with you. Why’d you let me turn into a bum? :-p

Current Mood: confused & depressed

… to tell you the truth i was feeling like shit.
i remembered you (not that i had forgotten)
and doodled a million little hearts.
they somehow magically represent my feelings for you
in a basic, primal way.

then i drew cute little box houses all on a hill.
in my little world maybe we live together in one of them.
your pick.

or i’ll let you doodle your own.

do you love me back?

[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Maybe

Current Mood: love_all_around

Music

… because if we could have crawled into each other at inception,
don’t you think my world, our creation, could have been better?

… because at the end of the day,
we can do our business in front of each other.

and what the fuck have I been doing??

I don’t know… you tell me!

Playing Second Life, that’s about it.  No Suziblu, no Stewart and Colbert, no writing, knitting, crocheting… not even any sunlight.  No painting, no stamping no caring.  No shit.

Though I have been busily trying to plan what to do for NaNoWriMo this year.  I really want to write about somebody else’s story on Q’lanth but I have a feeling I’ll just be starting the next story, leaving off where I left off with Rayna… poor Rayna.

…. poor Zander O.o

I’ll try to start giving a shit…. stupid blahs :(