Funky Cat Studio

Current Mood: quiet

I discovered earlier this year while poking through Deviant Art that I like androgynous women.

There’s not too many pics out there but I’ve collected a few of some women in men’s clothing (one or two might be in my “a million dreams away” tumblr account so you can see exactly what I’m talking about.

I found this to be quite a surprise. It pretty much came out of nowhere. It must appeal to my bi nature.  *shrugs*

So yeah…. highly yummy… If anybody else out there has similar pics to share with me… please, for crying out loud, gimme! *drewls*

Current Mood: bored

I think once I start waking up at a decent time (you know, -before- 1 PM) I’ll do my SL thing during the day when my mom is at work (its too slow on my end when they’re both on SL) then do my other things for the rest of the day.

Movies!

Today though I watched Get Smart (totally awesome and perfect!), Evan Almighty (really funny!) and I just now finished Ironman.  I loved Ironman.

“This is perfectly safe…. *BLASTS off screen* …. I was not expecting that.”

Knitting!

So good thing I brought my Ravenclaw scarf along.  I worked on it a bit on the ride of here and got another set of bars done.  I’ve got 2 more sets to go then its done!\

Writing!

Also going to be working on a new book project for Q’lanth.  Well its not exactly new.  I wrote it earlier this ear I think and its the story of Adrian, starting at the age of 13 when.  Katie read it as the prolog to my trilogy but I think I’m just going to roll with it and turn that into the beginning of a book to preceed the trilogy (or is it proceed? damn headache…).  I’m going to title it something about Rose, Blossoming Rose or… something.  Because its about Adrian turning into who she is when the trilogy starts.

Haircut!

I may get my hair cut properly Wednesday.  I didn’t mention it before but I cut my own hair a couple Fridays ago.  I had a total lapse of sanity and just did it.  It feels soooo good short but it looks like crap.  Really though I’ve never been a hair person…. I’ve only truely liked one haircut my whole life.  There was one more after that that came close, though.

What I want is something fun and funky! I actually found a picture done in Pose of a gal who has hair like I’d imagine Zyra’s to look after she gets it cut and that would be totally awesome hair.  Its too bad I can’t cut it like that.  Why, asks you? Nobody has any clue what I try to tell them what I want my haircut.  >.<  So why bother?

Damnit all, I forgot my hairspray at home.  I was going to bring it and play with my hair some.  Ah well.

…

So yeah.  That’s that.  Just gonna take some chill time.

Current Mood: exanimate

Yeah, you read that right.  I’m going to list out all the similarities/differences between myself and my characters.  Why? Because its my damn blog and I’ll do with it as I please! ^-^

I’ll start from the top.  Whatever that means in this case O.o

Similarities:

Adrian: Alcoholic and other vices. Me: I could be easily so I’m just going to quit while I’m ahead.  And… I’m working on those other things.

Adrian: Has dark red hair. Me: Everybody says my hair is red but its -not- you fucktards! Its strawberry blond and I don’t care what color strawberries are, because my hair does not look like god damn strawberries! grrrrr!

Adrian: She gets a little worked up sometimes and flings colorful words around. Me: ….. see my response about hair color above. ^-^

Adrian: Considers it a personal duty to help her close friends. Me: I’m very dedicated to friends and sometimes just acquaintances.  I’ll spoil you rotten if you let me.

Adrian: Emotionally distant/stand offish. Me: I’ve been told as much.

Adrian: Is bi. Me: …… well I don’t discriminate ^-^

Differences:

Adrian: She’s brave.  Me: I’m a pussy.

Adrian: Very smart and very well studied on many things.  Me: Smart but not that quick.  I know a little tiny bit about various things.

Adrian: Horny little devil.  Me: My sexual appetite is barely on the radar! lol

Adrian: Physically fit.  Me: Can someone open this peanut butter jar for me?

Hmm.  That’s all I can think of right now.  I had this post open for a few hours so I was digging for some of these similarities.  I’ll update this post later if I think of anything else.

Current Mood: confused & scared

(yes i’m in the changing-my-themes-more-than-my-panties phase again)

I had nightmares all night. When nobody don’t tells me what’s going to happen and leave everything open, my imagination will go wild and fill it with crazy, insane, scary things. Because that’s what I am half the time: a glass half empty, the pile of shit rather than the beehive (I’m allergic to bees anyway), the cop-out flaky artist - so what do you expect?

Two Thousand and Nine:
-Find a job.
–with dental insurance
–in Eugene or wherever I can

-Get the rest of my dental work done
–must sell soul. any bids?

-Give up the pipe dream of making things to sell
–i don’t have the drive or knowhow to keep faking it
–so why bother?

-Take a break to make a week in the summer very special
– must get my own place or place to share
– this will be difficult but the thought of it will keep me going

-Forget about the piano for awhile
– there’s no room for it

-Bring my art books
– don’t forget pens and water soluble oil pastels
– doodle in the face of Panic

-Finish Blossoming of the Rose
–publish it for all to read freely
–so people can get hooked and want to read the next 4 books

-Have more to look forward to
–because its been such a waste so far
–and now I feel I have a reason

…. after all this, are you sure? really really sure?

….. I … can’t… stop watching…