Its confession time!
I’m a geek. Okay…. that’s not too much of a surprise I’m sure, but I mean… I’m a NERD. And I don’t mean in just the computer-nerd fashion. Here, let me show you:

Yes. THAT kind of nerd. Good ol fashioned TT and CCG RPGs.
See something missing?
Yeah… *sniffle* my dice. I’ve been looking all over for them. I had quite a handsome collection. Well… handsome enough to get my by. *sigh*
My other problem is… I haven’t RP’d for a good… 7ish years. And not counting one game I attempted with Whitepaws a couple years ago, I haven’t played M:TG for a good 10 years or more. Gods that makes me sound old.
I picked up my first deck of M:TG cards in high school. A nerd friend of mine taught me how to play and gave me the deck to loaned me to play because I won my first game. Actually I’ve won most, if not all games I played, but that’s honestly not saying much. I haven’t played many games. Prolly less than 10. And the ones I played against I’m sure weren’t any better at it than I was. It is a fun game though.
As far as good ol TTRPGs… well… I’m just no longer in contact with any of the people I used to play with. Some are in Eugene and some are whoknowswhere. My preferred gaming system is the White Wolf games because they’re not overly complicated like D&D… or at least D&D always seemed really complicated to me. It could have been my GM and the way it was presented. If you have a good GM, you’re gonna have a rockin’ time. If you have a bad one… well lets just say its sort of like the same with the quality of your sex parters.
Now, there are other systems out there I’d like to play with, but that probably won’t be happening anytime soon. I’ve only played with those 2, really.
But wait, there’s more! I have one other confession: I LOVE ORGANIZING!
See those piles of M:TG cards?
Yeah. Those aren’t random piles.
Land cards: 375ish
Creatures: 269ish
Enchants: 66
Sorcery: 64
Instant: 51
Artifact: 29
Interrupt: 16
870 cards in all, baby. Actually I don’t know if that’s an impressive amount or not. For a person who hasn’t played for 10+ years and played less than 10 games, its WAY TOO MANY CARDS.
I was going to continue organizing the cards by going by color, but I had other organizing to do: my crap. That is, my desk area. Was thinking of snapping a pic of that, but that wouldn’t have been as pretty as my nice little nerd shot. I’ve been stirring crap up for a bit now so I can go through it and toss stuff out. It was sitting around doing nothing for too long… the motivation from organizing the cards pushed me through the weeding out of crap in my crap. I ended up with 2+ trash bags full and tossed out a TON of clothes and some crafty stuff.
Then I started going through junk mail and magazines I was saving for glue booking (which I think I’m going to transform into visial/art journaling)… then started organizing the stuff I had cut out into a binder with page sleeves… why didn’t I think of that before? Put the cut out goodies in those clear page sleeve things and you can see everything at a glance. So I have one sleeve for each catagory of things I’ve been cutting out…. words/phrases, numbers, men, women, body parts, objects, graphics, embellishments and scenery. I think that’s it so far. I may have a sleeve for handwritten things. I could get anal on it, but I won’t. I’ll try not to, anyway. Its just so EASY to get carried away on categories and subcategories…
So that was pretty much my day today.
Delores was right. Collating -is- very Zen.